BRB

IN FOUR DAYS TIME.
I'M GOING TO MAKE IT. I WILL.

Am going to psycho myself tonight k bye livejournal I love all of you from the bottom of my heart you know who you are xx

I've never felt so much before...

I love all of you!! ♥

I think I'm so awesome. I spent last night and the whole of sunday just to complete this. Am aching everywhere now but it feels good to see the banner so pretty now. Being the president I get to choose everything that I like to do with it. Just check out the rainbow and the colour combination HAHAHAHAHA okay I was kidding it's so pretty anyway right! Got to go to school to let some teacher approve it tomorrow. Alone. :(




The cute babies are still at the other side of the banner! :D My mama was supposed to help me but pfft.

Anyway in preparation for CCAB, I'm going to start exercising from tomorrow onwards. I'm going to wake up at 8 in the morning to run 2.4km at the tracks near my house. I. Am. Serious.

Why do I feel like I'm never going to survive through CCAB? :( I came up with a to-do-list before CCAB lest I don't survive through this damn thing.
1. Settle carwash details
2. Write Proposal for it
3. Get a dress and a pair of heels (In case I survive through CCAB)
4. Exercise everyday
5. Meet up with all the best people on Earth
6. Call all the best people on Earth on Thursday's night
7. Write parting letters to the best people on Earth and keep it in the box (to be distributed if I don't survive)

I REALLY HAVE THIS FEELING THAT I'M NEVER GOING TO MAKE IT THROUGH. WHY?!?! IT'S JUST A DAMNED CAMP. Must be all the horrible stories. I am never ever ever going to eat a bug. Not ever.

Interact gives me a satisfaction that nothing else can. I am worried that the events I plan wouldn't be a success but when everything turns out fine, I am pleased. Despite the occasional drizzle, everything went well. Interact bonding activity which was a BBQ didn't turn out as bad as I thought. Everyone discarded differences and mingled without awkwardness. Those that belong in different centres came together and everyone bonded well! They said that the food was good and they even thanked me after the whole night's event one by one. Heartwarming. I must thank God for the weather.



xx and love the two best friends who helped out before that!
Proof that I can cook (nice prawns/butter fish)!!!!


I swear they were ultra delicious!
(Oh, because we wanted to sample the taste of butter-ed food before marinating it!)
And I've been sneezing a lot since last night, I really don't want to fall ill now especially with CCAB next week. Ugh hate CCAB dread CCAB I'm never going to survive CCAB :( :( :( Which reminds me, I need to shop for a dress and heels :O So many things to do, so little time left.. :(

Today was spent like the 24th of July this year. Happy.

I am exhausted, happy, eternally grateful and touched.
I think life is about to get better compared to wednesday's night.
I had the worst sleepless night yesterday, stoning on the bed from 12.30 to 5.30 in the morning. First time ever.

Maybe I should head to bed now.

PS: I like this picture!

My brother could have been back by now and I would be a happier girl! Now he's off to United States (I think he's flight just touched down) for a month and would only be back in Singapore on the 16th of December. He's such a bitch pfft he was supposed to go with me at the end of the year (which is now) when we talked about it in January. Now he's ditching meeeeee. AND HE'S GOING TO 7 CITIES LIKE !@#$ All the pretty places. Anyhow United States isn't exactly a very safe place... I hope he will be fine and safe.. I hate it when he calls me and speaks like he's, you know.... Never going to come back -_______- Pissed off. Especially when I'm in the midst of sleeping. He will be safe la, duh.

A quarter of my clique in SC10 is flying off to Japan, Tokyo today too. They will be there for a week meanwhile no Hazel. NO HAZEL!!!! :( Hmmm it's funny how so many of my classmates are regretting because they didn't sign up for the trip and I'm secretly glad that they didn't because this way I wouldn't start to regret too!!! Heeheeheehee I'm such a selfish girl right. 

Anyway today's a pretty good day. Things got better and I hope it will stay this way foreverrr! :D I am happy, pleased, whatever. Oh and I bought raspberries from cold storage and they were at 9.90 per box (!!!!!) But I seldom splurge on food, or rather fruits so I don't feel that bad. If only there were frozen yoghurt to go with. Maybe I should get some from Frolick tomorrow, like the bring-home pack. Hmmmm am feeling hungry now... :( 

I hope everything goes well tomorrow. Time to reply emails sigh. 

I AM REALLY QUITE ANNOYED WITH EVERYTHING BUT WHENEVER I THINK OF XX I SMILE AND TELL MYSELF "HANG IN THERE" I'VE NEVER FELT SO HELPLESS AND UNWANTED BEFORE BUT IT'S OKAY. I know I have Rachel, Ziting, Craigven, Diana and XX. Love all of you.

Whatever it takes, you gotta move on.

PS: I miss my brother I hope he will be safe. He will be.